DAMN YOU!

2 more days and I’ll be done for the semester!!! YAY! BULL-SHIT!  Basically I have 4 reports to do and think of points to write for an essay which due on the 2nd week of the term. 4 weeks break, 4 reports, 1 essay. FML.

DAMN YOU DESIGN PROJECT!

And  you know the next thing I’m gonna say,

DAMN YOU ADVANCED CONVENTIONAL ENERGY!

In a nutshell,

DAMN YOU CHEMICAL ENGINEERING!

Updates XD

I just realised my previous posts have been very emo. Anyway, here is the recent update:-

1. Nope, I have not found back my thumb drive. My thumb drive is officially gone.
2. YES! I finally submitted 2 assignments on Tuesday. Pamper myself by watching 2012 with Peng Yan, Yee Mei, Huey Lynn, May Ann and Issac. My first time watching movie in the UK. And I fall asleep while watching it. =(
3. Have been hitting the gym quite alot cos I’m gaining weight here like crazy. Gotta start preparing for killer body for summer.
4. Went to Frankfurt Christmas Market on Friday night with the EE people. Basically it’s like a pasar malam back home,  just that the stall is nicely decorated instead of the big umbrellas we have back home? And there’s a big but miserable christmas tree at Victoria Square. The christmas deco in Malaysia is waaay better, trust me for this, cos Birmingham is plain miserable. And and and, the food in the market is expensive! That’s why we called it the high class pasar malam.  Oo… And we had a ride on Birmingham Eye while Shiun Lei, Kevin and Raymond went to have their “free coke”.
5. I have 2 labs on Monday morning. What a great way to start the week!
6. I have 1 more I-dunno-what Renewable Energy assigment due by the end of semester. And the semester is coming to an end in 2 weeks time.
7. Design project report due on week 11.
8. Presentation on week 11.
9. No matter how heavy my workload is at the moment, I’m gonna cramp everything up and follow the Malaysian Sociey to Cheshire Oaks next Saturday. I. just. have. to. get. out. of. Birmingham.
10. Next thing on to my to-do list: Meeting up with Kevin tomorow at library. I can’t believe I have spent a few weekends in learning centre/main library. Wtf.

On a shorter note, mummy is coming over in June!!! And she’s gonna pack up for me and take me back home in summer. WEEEE!!

Hmmm… Should I go back Italy during December or not? Yes or no? If yes, how long should I stay this time? Will my wishes come true this time again?

HP

It’s time of  my life to realise that I don’t have fate with HP. First, my HP laptop’s mother board got burnt middle of this year (Mind you, I don’t play games with my lappie). Now, I lost my HP thumb drive, which is a gift from my bro, and worst of everything, it contains a precious report of mine which is 80% done. And I didn’t save another copy of the report in my Mac. Oh God.

Please pray that my thumb drive will come back to me.

10 years down the road

Dear friend,

It’s been 10 years since you left your loved ones behind. 10 years is neither a long period, nor it’s a short period. Many things could happen in 10 years time. Nobody knows. But for the past 10 years, the path taken was neither too smooth, nor it was too rough. Of course, for the past 10 years, I have gone thru a stage called growing up, where we turn from an innocent kid to a rebellious teenager, and as we grow up, we begin to learn how to be more understanding, learning how to compromise with our parents or with the others.

I have experienced the feeling of fall in love, fall out of love, and lose confidence in boy-girl relationships (that explains why I’m still single). I have once trusted all my friends whole heartedly, concern and treat them sincerely, but after numerous incidents, I can no longer trust them, anymore. I have fell down uncountable times, but I have stood up again, because I know this is what I must do. I have also  experience the life living away from home, it’s not easy, I know, friend. I wonder how was your life living away from home for the past 10 years. I know that my family miss me as much as I miss them. I also know that despite of 10 years has passed by, your family still miss you dearly.

I know the path taken was tough. But it wasn’t too rocky and rough, cos I know I got your blessing. I believe that you prayed and will continue to pray for me every single day, just like how I pray for you. Deep inside my heart, I still miss you dearly, but I know that you wish I can let you go, and my days will be filled with laughter and happiness. I tried to live happily every day, but you’ll still play an important role in my heart.

But no matter what, I know I’m still an innocent girl in my parents’ and (some of my friends???) eyes.

So my dear friend, how have yo been for the past 10 years? I wish that you were here to go through this path that I have chosen to walk along, but nobody can turn back time. I wished that the path you have walked is smooth and pretty. And I hope that the path gets more beautiful as you continue walking along this path of yours.

Take care my friend, I miss you.

 

Love always,
Your best friend
Brenda

Life in UK

Wake up. Bath. Breakfast. Lecture. Lunch. Lecture. Meeting. Home. Cook. Dinner. Work. Sleep.

Sky turns dark at 4.30 pm. What can I do when the sky turn darks?

And I think I should really really insert the word “gym” or “exercise” into my daily routine. This daily routine I’m going through every single day is a big no no.

This it totally insane.

This is the lifestlye that no human can live by.

No no no.

Shopping

OMG. This is how much things I bought in 2 days.

Whole month gotta makan rumput liao. Pokai.

Miss is just another four-letter word

Miss.

What can you do if you miss someone?

What can you do if you miss home so badly?

You can’t do anything right? Can you?

So it’s just another negative emotion. No good.

Supress your feeling, Brenda Lim.

Mum has always say your heart is made of stone. 

Now make it harder. Make it as hard as a diamond.

Sunny day

Today is such a sunny day. And I know I should be going out, instead of staying in the room or go to the learning centre and do that *$#@-ing task.

I’m not complaining

I remember how I use to not believe in prayers.

I made every single effort to enter every single church that I passed by in Italy,

 and pray whole heartedly,

hoping that my prayers were answered.

I waited,

waited,

 and waited.

Just when I’m about to give up hope,

my prayers were answered.

 

I hope this time will be the same as well. I just have to be more patient. I joke to my family and friends, saying that everyday I pray nothing for the sun to come out, but deep down inside my heart, I pray for something more. Maybe I should learn to be contented of what I have.

Emo post

For God-knows-what reason,

I’m sad,

I’m depress,

I’m emo,

I don’t have any feelings for anything.

Well, I do miss home but I know this is not homesick.

Hmmm… What could this be?